Bullying is not a joke. I used to get bullied all the time .once I started junior  high it stopped . I made new friends and felt like a different person .I started to listen to different music and started to dress differently . The kids in my elementary school were just cruel. people might say I was young ,or they didn’t mean it  . But it does not matter what age you are or if you like guys or girls . Bullying is a serious thing .

I love being different .I hate people who follow other people or wear what other people wear .Being different is a good thing There is nothing wrong with it .

Last week  on September  18th we lost one of our lil monsters. His name was jamie ,  and he was 14 years old.

Jamie was gay . and because of that would get bullied all the time. 

Just because he was different.

his last words written to lady gaga on her twitter were  @ladygaga Bye mother monster thank you for all you have done paws up forever.

Reading that made me want to cry , and I dont cry alot . 

 so what if  he was gay that does not give you the right to bully him .People say how god hates gays .But if god hates gay people then why would he create them??. 

When I first started watching american idol season 8 and i saw adam lamberts adution i really liked him , I liked his voice his style. Throughout the whole season I would vote for him .I became hooked every week and became a huge fan.

Soon after I started liking his voice and such I found out he was gayo_o I didnt really know any gay people and i never talked about them, so i was shocked .But  then i got over it really quick  i didnt care if he liked guys thats his personal life.  I wasnt going to stop listening to him sing just because he is gay . I remember my mom told me and I said I knew way before all of you , because me and my friend were huge fans during the show .after he didnt win american idol i was pissed off cause I knew he should of won .I think that the media and news  took it too far .They love to make everything bigger then it is. After american idol and such when adam put out his album I bought it right away .He once posted on twitter about a video his friend cassidy haley made .I clicked on it and i am like oh he is gay also.

I didnt think nothing of it and decided to watch the music video anyway . And I must say I loved it !!. I then checked out his other videos and did not see just a gay guy I saw a person with a beautiful  soul .His voice  gave me chills and I was amazed. After that  dicovering cassidy haley and his wonderful music (thanks to adam) I  saw nothing wrong with gay people .Its who they are , they were born that way .If you wanna call them names , and  spread hate .go ahead and do it.But Im not .Yeah I might try to stop you ,lots of people might try to stop you  but you wont realize how bad you are making it for that person until they are gone

And its not only for the gay people its for every kid out there getting bullied.

Jamie is now gone . And I know all of us little monsters will never forget him.

I hold a place in my heart for jamie .No one should have to go through this .

Peace .Love .Jamie